before and after

I think I may be on to something.

AND I am at the moment VERY EXCITED!

I am calling it before and after.

Basically its what I imagine in my mind to be an really cool, really interesting blog post. One that thousands of people will be interested in, something that people will talk about at the water cooler. You know, really, really cool! Rad! Phat! Go with your generations "word" for "so good you want to let everyone you know, know that you knew about it before they did" word.

It goes like this.

I tell you what I am thinking as I think it. I don't go back and edit it to try and make you understand what I really mean. I just tell it the way it comes out of me. stupid word for stupid word. If it's druken, like this one is, oh well, it is still what i am at that moment.

Then, after at least 12 hours, ABSOLUTELY NO LESS THAN 12 HOURS! EVER!

I try to tell you what I really meant.

I edit and I cut and I paste and I use spell check and every known tool available to me, including my brain. I can use cups of coffee, any legal drugs currently available, to clear my head. other peoples feedback, whatever I have access to, whatever I can beg, borrow or steal to try to make some sense of my before mind, to actually get across to you what I really actually meant to say.

That I will post again.

Please, tell me what you think.

Then I will repost my same thoughts again.

Then you can tell me again

Then I will finally have something.

Something I feel will be worth posting.

Thank you?