Holy shit

This is my second weekend in a row at home. It's been months since I can say that. I feel as if I've been everywhere and I can't remember what everywhere is. If that sentence doesn't make sense to you that's because it's not supposed to. That's how I feel.

By the way, did you see what I wrote on my sidebar about trying to write a couple times a week and changing my focus of what my blog is meant to be? HAHAHA... I am fucking hilarious aren't I? I really thought that I could do that when I wrote it at least a month ago.

I have no idea what to do with this blog. I want it to flow freely and be some kind of essence of me and my creativity, but I wasn't even able to set it up or personalize it myself. Chair did all that. THANKS CHAIR I LOVE IT!. She knows me better than I do sometimes.

Anyways, this post is going kinda off sounding like I am in a sort of self destructive mood and I really am not. I am feeling frustrated with myself over this blog thing though. I think I am just getting those feelings out.

Hey, isn't that what I said I wanted to do here? How about that, it's sorta kinda working after all. Holy shit.

More photos

I finally updated Flickr. That's enough for tonite.